This is not easy to say to you. I know we needed this time apart and that I said it was to try to rekindle what we have, that it was to find what I was missing. We got married because we are a good fit, we belong together. I don't want to let go of what we have. I love you and I will never stop, but let's be honest here - I am not happy in the bedroom. You're not well endowed, you're not really a good lover at all and I am just not satisfied.
I could never let go of what we have because I would be really upset if you fucked other women and I could never stand for that. So I am going to keep you around, but I've had this experience. I was with women and it was great! I finally learned what it was like to have an orgasm and a LOT of them. I won't divorce you, but I also won't let you fuck other women. To keep things in a good place I will let you watch me fuck other women, but you're going to stay faithful to me. I CAN NEVER KNOW YOU FUCK OTHER WOMEN, so you won't. I will let you watch me have a good time though.